??what’s on my mind??

it’s been a while since i made an entry…so here i am….finally updating this blog thingy. These past 4 months have been quite challenging and rewarding. I’m finally settling down into my new place here in london. Living independently is great, but the major thing I realized is that you begin to appreciate family time more when you go back home and eat mom’s home cooked meals (not that I can’t cook ) aside from her meals, I noticed that both my sis and I have a closer relationship with our family than ever. It’s great! My job’s been quite educational…I was in training for 10 weeks. I’m now officially working on production floor with everyone else who are "non-newbies" (sorry arnold! hahaha) For those of you who don’t know, I’ve obtained a FT job in london as a Circuit Design Associate for Bell. It’s the best job you can ask for as a startup. I am very lucky to be a part of this team and I’m lovin’ the hours as well…I’ve also been going to the gym everyday after work….it feels AWESOME to be in good shape! (especially with the gym being literally a few feet away from my place)…I’m getting closer to achieving my goal weight…slowly but surely…hehe..hmmm what else..oh ya! I watched Madagascar yesterday and boy oh boy did I love the scene with the grandma beating up the lion ….as well as the scene with the little googly eyed-squirrel getting kicked out of the brushes as a "plan" to see whether "giants" were predators or not! Loved the CIA penguins as well! Heck I loved the whole movie! lol

Anyhooo, this girl has to get up at 6:15 for work, so she needs her beauty rest…LOTS of it!! hahah

take care for now!

"sometimes the heart truly sees what is invisible to the eye"

….it’s that time again…the heartbreak i dreaded going into this relationship. Funny thing is i have not shed ONE single tear. … strange? not really…It means I’m either stronger than I was 3 years ago, or the feelings were not there afterall or it has not hit me yet….It’s been  a month since I last saw him (this is while we’re "dating") I saw him today at club phoenix…how did i feel when he walked past me, stared at me and continued walking past me pretending he didn’t know me? My first thought was "will he stop and actually talk? WRONG!!" I was furious and sympathetic. Furious because I wasted my time caring for someone who evidentely did not feel the same in return and sympathetic for the next girl to be his "gf". What have i learned from this? That first impressions are ALWAYS deceiving and that busting out the "L" word too early into the relationship either means the guy is bored and says it to make the girl happy, or because he has "needs" to fulfill (unsuccessfully might i add). where he ends up playing hide and seek. Mostly hide but no seeking. What’s wrong with caring for someone and ask for a little in return? Is that a little too much to ask? Or is it because there’s a third ‘wheel’ involved? OFFICIALLY declaring myself SINGLE!!! No talk necessary, not worth my time and energy, it’s evident what needs to be done…..too tired to think further…..nite

wow i’m so psyched right now! My first full time job! Looks like I’ll be moving to london to work at Teletech. (www.teletech.com)  I went for the Interview yesterday…took the computer test and scored 23/25, then went into the interview and received the call this morning for the job offer…. it’s all happening so fast and hasn’t really sunk in yet, but I’m still so happy i landed the job as a Tech support agent. Looks like a few of us windsor grads are all going to london, huh guys? *wink* Training starts next week from 3:45pm - 12:30 am! Ah well, I’m willing to do that….it’s a startup… gotta start somewhere…. *smilez* ^_^